Heart My Enemy

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

I realised that
i'm doing it
again,

repeating
things that i
know is wrong,

i'm really sorry
to put you in such
pain,

now i find that
that you're right
all along..

TC!

nizam
8:52 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Sunday, May 28, 2006

You can end a
conversation
by putting down
the receiver,

but i know your
past is no
deceiver,

i'm not afraid
of what you are,

never i regret
being close &
doing things
together..

It's like opening
a tighten jar,

and let out what
has been left
under..

You and me we're
not that far,

only that there's
things that hinders..

T.C!

nizam
10:30 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Where

is

Nizam?

WHERE

IS

NIZAM?

You must be asleep eh?
Kay then, give me a
call if you're awake &
want to talk!
Take care, MUACKZ!

nizam
11:15 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Friday, May 26, 2006

You are the
holder to my
very first kiss,

and opened
up a total different
chapter of my
book,

forgetting that
moment will
be the least,

you tied me down
and got me
hooked..

It's been sweet
since the very
begining,

hope this chapter
will be my book's
last ending..

Miss you every second..
MUACKZ!!

nizam
8:22 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Thursday, May 25, 2006

It's easier
said than
done,

you know it
yourself,

to change
my attitude
from what i've
become,

it's like
re-writing a
publised book
off the shelve..

Just give me
time & total
patience,

to become
a beeter person
& learn my
lessons..

We can work
things & make
it possible,

to where we're
capable..

-HEART YOU LOADS-

nizam
6:00 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Ingatkah Nizam
pada masa
dahulu,

seorang gadis
pernah menitiskan
air natanya untuk
mu?

walaupun tidak
mu dikenalinya
dahulu,

apabila perkara
buruk menimpai
mu,

hatinya berderai bagaikan
kaca
berpecah seribu..

Pada Nizam yg
amat dia kasihi,

gadis itu akan
tetap menunggu,

kerna dia masih
disini..

*Nitez*

nizam
1:40 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I know it's
bound to
repeat,

for whatever
happened
between you & her,

sure's bringing
us loads of
heat,

it's nice for
me to really
hear..

That i'm not
just healer of
your wounds,

for i do heart
you, Nizam..

And i know
nothing can
cause it to
undo..

nizam
7:18 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

I don't know
if this can
be solved,

but i can't
help you
much either,

it's a question
only your
heart's involved,

are you totally
over your once
lover?

Cause i feel like
i'm just a
replacement,

to help heal
your wounded
soul,

if you can answer it
with honesty,
it's an
achievement..

Just tell me
the truth
behold..

I'm honestly sincere in
befriending you..

What can i
do to simply
prove?

nizam
11:12 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

A point of
time you
truly show
that you care,

another you
proved that
it's all wrong..

It's like taking
the cherry of
cake so bare,

like a never
full-filled
promise that's
kept for so
long..

I don't know
where i stand,

cause she's still
in your mind..

Will this
mistaken identity
ever end?

Do i even
stand a chance?

nizam
9:25 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Monday, May 22, 2006

Didn't know
it'll be this
bad,

till i'm not
able to
attend school,

medication
is all that
the doctors
can do,

but a hug
from you can
do me good..

GOOD EVENING! =)

nizam
5:17 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Went so far
for a short
vacation,

trying to
put my mind
in total
relaxation,

but everywhere
i go someone's
making a
sacrification,

don't worry
darling it has
end with me
safe from
extinction!

Miss you much!
I'm safe & around home..
TC @ work tomorrow kay..

GOOD NITEZ! =)

nizam
12:22 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Staring at the
plain ceiling,
looking so bare,

wondering
how you doing
tonight,

sleeping in a
hotel in the
middle of
nowhere,

so far away
from that one
special light..

How i wish i
could hear
his voice

but i'm left
with no other
choice..

Sleep tight
Ayang! Wahaha!

Malaysia truly asia!! =)

nizam
11:14 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

I'm off to
Malaysia
today,

don't worry
it's just
across the
causeway,

i maybe for
from you
physically,

but remember
i'm always
attached to you
emotionally..Just wait for
me, it won't
take long..

It'll past fast
just like any
song..

GOOD MORNING!
TAKE CARE AND
I'LL MISS YOU =)

nizam
7:23 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Thursday, May 18, 2006

I used to
spend most
of my time
alone,

leading my
own life, doing
my own things,

i don't believe
that life could be
much fun with a
special someone
around, but you proved
that good things
comes once in a
lifetime..

And it's a great
thing that i got
you..

=p GD EVENING!

nizam
4:56 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

We maybe
busy with
our lives,

till sometimes
we neglect
people we love,

but that doesn't
mean that we
forget about them,

it's the distance
that makes
heart grow fonder..

Remember, that
every second without
you makes me miss
you even more :p

*GOOD DAY*

nizam
10:05 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

At times i feel
taht i should
let you go,

let a better
girl take good
care of your heart,

but it's this
heart that i can't
undo,

cause i've fallen
head over heels
for this prince..

And that's you
my dear, at
every inch..

~*NITEZ =)*~

nizam
11:42 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Kepada Kanda yang amat Dinda
kasihi, jaga diri apabila
bekerja keras nanti.Dinda
amat berterima kasih
bahawa Kanda
bertanggungjawab mencari
duit untuk membesarkan
anak-anak kami..Jgn lupa Kanda
ada kelas ugama malam ini!
Hehe.. *MUACKZ!!*

nizam
7:43 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Monday, May 15, 2006

Moonlight shines
brightly upon
me,

diamonds of
sky glitters
in my sight,

half of my
heart you can
keep,

cause yours i
will never let
it slide..

-NiTEZ-

nizam
9:14 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Another week
you have to
spare,

but only 8
more weeks
to bear,

it may seem
ages for time
to pass,

remember,
this is temporary
it won't last!

TC @ WORK!
LOVE YA!

nizam
6:35 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Ayang juga hendak
berterima kasih kepada abang
kerana telah menolong
membesarkan anak-anak kami..
Tanpa abang, manalah ada
budak-budak ni..Hehe..Afternoon!

nizam
12:00 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Thursday, May 11, 2006

It has been a
tiring day for you,

don't fret cause
the weekend
is almost here,

when you miss
someone, look
at sky so
blue,

and remember
that she's always
thinking of you my
dear..

Cause she misses
you too.. :-)

nizam
5:39 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Leading our
lives as a
normal person,

that keeps us
busy till there's
no time for
humour,

days in life
are like the
seasons,

and the
boundaries in
life are like
tumour..

But with you
in my life, it's
like living in
a mansion!!

nizam
5:53 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

The journey
to work may be
long,

it's dreading
waiting for
time to pass,

keep on
humming a
simple song,

before you knew it
time pass
fast!

MORNING!

I had a dream of you!

nizam
6:33 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Monday, May 08, 2006

Like the
meaning
of my name,

i lead a
decent life,

the type
that has
frequent
ups and downs,

that bumps
into new
things on the
way..

Usually i don't
take it that
seriusly,

i made a
habit to get
over it,

but there's
this one
thing i won't
forget,

the time
where i got
to know you..

[NiTEZ!]

nizam
1:29 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Whatever
happened
between us
today,

it's too late
to change
the play,

i know you're
close to me
not for doing
bad thing,

i understand
you much as a
human being,

for let me
make things
clear for you,

i don't hate you
not even a
few,

don't you think
that i feel
i'm perfect,

cause it's
costing me
great impact,

if you think i'm
losing respect
for you,

well, you have
the right to
choose :-)

nizam
10:32 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Any clue
what day
is it today?

It's the 6
of May,

Remember
if i were to
turn back
time,

where were
we 3 months
ago?

Honestly
there were
no signs,

come to think
again, i'm a
born wacko!

but i'm glad
i made the
move,

else, now i
won't be
close to you..

Hope more '6'
of many months
to come!

So that 3 won't
be the total
sum! :-p

-=MORNING!!=-

nizam
8:13 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Time's up!
it's back to
education,

sorry to
say but no
more vacation,

you should be
happy you're
in that uniform,

cause do you
remember
the type of
life you wish to transform?

To start over
and live up
to ur dreams,

just keep the
good ball spinning,

don't give up
or stop to
scream,

cause i believe
you're in the
right pathway
darling!

HOPE YOU DO FINE
AT SCHOOL!

MORNING!

nizam
6:31 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Monday, May 01, 2006

Lying in
this bed,

can't keep
things clear
of my head,

maybe it feels
just weird not
to talk to you,

that's why i'm
feeling kind of
blue..

Gd Night!!

nizam
12:41 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE