Heart My Enemy

Friday, June 30, 2006

Leading a life
of an aimless
dagger,

caught me
sitting in
bolt of blue,

left me
dangling on
broken hangers,

but now you are
here, my life's
brand new..

MISS U!

*MUACKZ!

nizam
11:33 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Creating
poems i suck
at it loads,

as my brain
gets jammed
with worries
& thoughts,

nothing beats
the feeling in
my heart,

when i'm missing
you loads & loads!

ARGH!!

nizam
1:45 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Fear is the
weakness
of the heart,

it shows how
brave one
can truly be,

always drowning,
discovering rising is
impossible, but

with me still
here, i'll follow
you into the dark,
just you wait & see..

THINKING OF YOU ALLTIME

nizam
1:40 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

It seems so
easy but it's
all complicated,

i know half
my heart is
already made of you,

making a wise
decision now
& be totally
committed,

i'm already
doing that,
hope it last
long not a few..

But are you
sure of what
you ask me,
& not in sheer
of my satisfaction?

nizam
4:49 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Monday, June 26, 2006

Being fear of
the unknown
is felt by many,

hiding ourselves
trying hard
to avoid fear,

i have many
fears but not
just any,

and the main
fear is losing
US, my dear

MUACKZ!!

nizam
11:39 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Working has
been a tough
life for me,

always in
hope to see
you my dear,

never expect
me to miss
you, so specially,

being too
busy now is
my only fear..

MISS YOU SO, MUNCHKIN

*MUACKZ*

MORNING!!

nizam
8:11 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

You've entrusted
your heart to
a girl you
know, barely

since then,
she promised
you that she will keep,

She cares for
you most and
place your
heart, entirely

in a well which is
full of emotions
that's just so deep..

-SHE HEARTS NIZAM-

nizam
9:44 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Separation in
life is always
unavoidable,

but you musn't
regret, so
treasure
your mum,

i'm just someone
somewhere in
the middle,

of that road
that now has loads of humps..

Know what?
Last nite around 2,
i suddenly woke
up & felt uneasy..

So it was you,
that was some
sort calling me..

nizam
9:53 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

I know right
now we can't
be together,

that's what
already
planned,

remember
we are not
living like
this forever,

& that this
barrier will
definitely end..

I came here
with an
important
reason,

in that i'll
always believe,

to help you
put endings
to all your
bad seasons,

even if it's
as long as
we shall live..

TC!

nizam
8:08 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

I never use
to really
care much,

cause then,
when i love
someone,

i couldn't
get to feel
the touch,

i realise that
was just love
on one side,

but this him
brought my
smashed pieces
together,

and he is
reading this
simple message,

he has a
heart that
i want to
keep forever,

even though
we're not up
for it at this age,

hope he knows
how much love
i have for him..

Because i know
i can't explain
it in words..

*Shakilah hearts Nizam*

*MUACKZ!*

nizam
4:32 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

There's
a part
of time,

when we
are kept
totally busy,

trying to make
our lives to
rhyme,

doing this
has never
been easy..

Especially when you're
racing against
time,

whatever it
is, don't forget
there's this
smile..

That belongs
to a girl, with
you her heart
shines..

-Morning-

nizam
6:14 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Monday, June 12, 2006

In this heart
that that's
making me
temper,

that's how i
feel when
there's someone
i badly miss,

hope you know
the puzzle's
real answer,

when i give
you this long
kiss..

MUACKZ!

nizam
12:16 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Saturday, June 10, 2006

I know you'll
start to
wonder,

if what i'm
going to say
is true,

or am i
such a bad
lamer,

but this nose
of mine can
always smell
you,

even when
i'm alone!

Miss You!

nizam
5:47 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Friday, June 09, 2006

bangunlah kamu
wahai jejaka
gagah,

masanya sudah
tiba, matahari
akan terbit,

jangan tidur lagi
bagaikan si
anak gajah,

pergilah kamu
siap, jangan nak
debate..

PAGI!!!!

nizam
5:10 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

I want to
kiss
your lips..

I want to
touch
your teeth..

I want to
taste
your tongue..

I want to
feel
your smile..

wait..

Who am i..??

I'm your
Toothbrush..!!

Good Morning..!!

nizam
11:15 AM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Nothing
much that
i can do,

but to stay
silent and
hope for
a dream,

a dream i
really wish
that it will
come true,

to be with
guy that i
heart and
to finally
scream,

and let every
human know
that,

I HEART NIZAM..

GOOD NIGHT..

nizam
8:45 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

It's a unique
way how we
became closer,

going through
many obstacles
that we almost
couldn't stand,

maybe this
testing is the
main barrier,

i'm sure it will
end if as long
as we don't
slip from each
other's hands..

nizam
2:46 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

What you just
said made
me think,

what are
we from that
very day,

you showed
me love &
all sweet
nothings,

looks like
i'm the only
one who
mean what
i have been
saying..

nizam
12:47 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Couldn't help
but to think
of you,

keep smiling
as the days
pass through,

remembering
sweet memories
that will never due,

i'm missing
you much, not
just a few..

T.C, ayang..

nizam
4:03 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Monday, June 05, 2006

Another new
week to start
new chapter,

don't forget you
are left with
a month more,

the fun yet
dreading days
are soon over,

don't think much
cause then it will
end sooner..

T.C!

nizam
1:24 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Sunday, June 04, 2006

A beautiful
Sunday in
month of June,

another weekend
with a boring
tune,

my plan's
cancelled
& i've nothing
to do,

ring me up
when you are
available cause
i'm missing you..

TC!

nizam
12:44 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Many days
have passed
and many
things have
changed,

we're not
as how we
used to be,

what we went
through has made
great impact
in life,

and my greatest
impact was
meeting you,

i may have
changed a little,
but my feelings
for you remains
the same..

Cause only then
my heart feels
complete..

TC!

nizam
1:20 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE

Friday, June 02, 2006

I told you
that we're
'just friends',

isn't that what
you put two people
who aren't in
a relationship?

I told you once,
it's all just a
title behind,

but don't you
forget where
you really stand..

It's a special
place in my
heart..

I don't know
if yours still
the same,

but a piece
of your heart
will always be
with me..

-MORNING-

nizam
6:33 PM

TuRtLe HeArTS ShArKiE